I remember the panic

Just like yesterday

I remember the panic

I remember the fear that I wouldn’t be able to go on

Living the life I was living

Growing the dream I was growing

I remember the fear

So many times before

My future lay in your hands

Even though I have a choice

I always have a choice

Free will and what not

But the things I want

Are always

At least they feel

So dependent on others

And the moves th…